First I want to say thank you to everyone for all of your thoughts, prayers, flowers and support with my Memaw's passing. The services were beautiful and we all feel good knowing she is where she wants to be despite our sadness and loss. I take comfort in knowing that Memaw is watching over me. I'm sure she is laughing her head off just waiting for me to have a little girl to cause me as much trouble as I probably caused her at times. I just hope I can bring as much joy and happines to our little girls life as Memaw brought to mine.
21 weeks now and I finally had my first premature deformed baby nightmare. I dreamed that she was born a few months early but that she was the size of a 2 month old already. She had blonde hair, blue eyes and a dimple in her chin, but the rest of her body had skin deformities covering her and we had no idea what to do! The doctors told us they were cosmetic and could be taken care of when she got older, but nothing could be done now. Also she was born so early that we had no crib, clothes or baby essentials and I was freaking out and totally unprepared. Then Steve and I ran out to buy baby stuff and forgot the baby at home! It was so nice to wake up and realize it was all just a dream!
Steve and I have been taking the dogs on daily walks around the neighborhood and Magnum still needs a little bit of leash training. He darts at cars that drive by and other dogs he sees. Monday we were walking and a lady ran by with her two dogs so naturally Magnum freaked out and had to run over and check them out immediately. When he did he wrapped his leash around my ankles and tripped me so I ended up eating pavement and laid out in the middle of the street (of course it happened in front of 4 other people standing in their yard). I don't know how I landed but both knees are bruised, one hand, one elbow is scraped up and my lower back and right foot are both sore. The good news is that baby is fine and didn't seem to have a clue what had just happened. Steve was positive I'd just "flattened" the baby and that something terrible was going to happen. She's been kicking me all week and it gets stronger as time goes by so I know she's doing just fine in there.
In other news, we sold our guest room furniture yesterday so the babies room will soon be under way...
p.s. Little Munchkin wants to thank Memaw Carlile, GiGi & Gramps, Aunt Melissa and Uncle Justin for her wonderful new clothes. She can't wait to get here and be big enough to wow everyone with her cuteness and great sense of style.